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Hello everyone!

Udah lama enggak update -,- hehe, soalnya aku konsentrasi buat ngelanjutin cerita The Unbelievable Spy. Itu lho, cerita baru setelah aku bikin Kellen McCorrell, but that story is using Indonesian Language only. 

Oya, karena aku bingung mau nge-post apaan, aku pengen nge-post hasil fotografi ku. Aku emang suka banget yang namanya fotografi^^ Mau lihat? Silakan, silakan. Karyaku enggak sebagus fotografer-fotografer yang udah profesional. Aku masih newbie di fotografi, jadi rada cacat gitu ._. 

Udah ah, males minder mulu. Silakan menikmati! Tadaaaa...

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 8 (end)

"Never shall I forget the days I spent with you. Continue to be my friend, as you will always find me yours."

- Ludwig van Beethoven

I'm trully disappointed today. I'm back to my home, a.k.a hospital. I think I'll do the surgery next week. I still want to go to the sunflower field with Jazzie.

Actually, last night I feel pain. I think it's because of my liver (Again). I screamed loudly until all people in the same room woke up. Jazzie is the first person that has woken up.
I just read a book that I just bought yesterday.
"Mom?"
"Ya?"
"When can I do the surgery?"
"Are you ready to do it now?"
Oh, difficult desicion.
"What do you think?"
"Yeah, I think you can do it right now." Said Mom. "I'll tell Dr. Simon first."
She cames out.
"Kells?" Asked Jazzie.
"What?"
"Are you sure?"
Actually, no. "I don't know. I wanna get off from this disease right now."
"But I'm afraid if I lost you."
Okay, I'm trully lazy if someone said that.
"Everything will be okay, Jazz. Trust me."
"Are you sure?"
"Yeah."
Then, Dr. Simon comes. "Are you sure you wanna do it now?"
"Yeah, I'm sure."
"Alright then." He said. "I'll tell another doctor first." He cames out.
"Kells." Called Mom. "There is an American boy who died an hour ago. Their parents said that they will gave their son's liver to you."
"Really?" I'm trully suprised.
"Yeah!" Said Mom. "Now I'm sure that you can do it, Kells. Then you can do whatever you want. You can enjoy this world whenever you want. It's up to you!"
It means I can eat ice cream and pop corn again.
"I'll always pray for you, Kells!" Said Jazzie. I hope the surgery is really successful, so we can go to the central park together, with Gerald, Lola, and Jeremy!"
Gee, I miss Gerald, Lola and Jeremy.
"By the way, look who's here." Someone came in. I'm trully surprised.
"Gerald? Lola? Jeremy?" Am I dreaming?
"Hi! We're come for you." Gerald smiled. He bought some fruits for me.
"Gee, thanks!" I smiled. "By the way, how about the school? Did Ms. Emily gaves you a permission to come to Norway?"
"Of course!" Said Lola. "You got a shoutout from Ms. Emily."
"Oh." I took the fruits and put on the table. "By the way, how is 9C doing?"
"Yeah, still same." Answered Jeremy. "But it's so bored without you too."
"And more homeworks and exams." Said Lola. "Especially, Physics."
"Physics is trully easy." I said. "I think Biology is harder than Physics."
"Yeah, it's because you're smart!" Shouted Lola.
"Kellen." Suddenly, Dr. Simon came in. "All set up. Are you sure?"
"I'm sure."
"Okay, then."
The nurse pushed my bed into the surgery room.
"Kellen, good luck!" Shouted Jazzie.
Wish me luck.


.......
I woke up. I don't know where am I. The sun is shining. The environment is very clean. I realize that I'm in the sunflower field, just like when Jazzie and I visited. I really love this place.
Something that makes me confused is,
I don't use any wheel chair.
I can walk and I'm very happy.
The sunflower field is more beautiful than I thought.
I'm alone in there, in the sunflower field. And I'm bored too, 'cause I just played alone. I sit below the tree and look to the sky.
I wish Jazzie in here.
Then, suddenly, a boy comes to me and sitting beside of me. "Hey." He said.
"Oh, hey." I looked at him. He just like me, formal. But I think he's taller than me. "Kellen."
"Brand." He shake his hand. "What are you doing here?"
"I don't know." I took the small flower that is close to me. "I think I'm sleeping, then when I woke up, I'm in here."
"Me neither." Said Brand. "I'm already died."
"Oh my god."
"Yeah." He said. "Because I have a terrible accident."
I remember the boy that Mom told me.
"Hey, and actually, I'm the boy that gaves the liver for you." Really?
I don't know what I have to say. "Thanks."
"No worries." Said Brand. "You're lucky you're still alive."
"Umm.. I don't know about that." I answered. "I remember that I'm in the surgery room and do the liver transplant."
"You must be very lucky."
I confused. "For what?"
He just smiled. "I mean, look at you. I'm sure that everyone are loving you. They won't let you go." Okay, now I'm really confused.
"But me.." He said. "No one cares about me. Even my own big family. The only person that still care of me is my mom."
"Oh, I'm sorry."
"That's okay." He said.

It's been 7 hours I'm in the sunflower field with Brand, and I don't know what we are doing.
"Kells?"
"Ya?"
"You miss your family?"
I'm pretty sad to hear it. "Yes."
"You should go home."
"I don't know where am I, and I don't know how can I go home." I said.
"You have to wait first." Said Brand. "You have to wait until someone call your name. Then you can go home."
"What about you?"
"Hey, this is my house right now. My tasks are done in the world."
Yeah, he's right.
I wanna call by use my cell phone, but when I hold my pocket, there is no cell phone. I think I'm stucked in here.
"Brand?"
"What?"
"Seriously, I wanna go home." I said. "I'm waiting someone to call me."
"Just be patient." Said Brand. He played around the sunflower field.
If someone didn't call me, that means I'm die?
Okay, now I'm afraid about that.
"Oh, one more!"
"What?"
"If you hear another sound or another conversation, except our conversation, you may go home." Said Brand.
"How?"
"Just close your eyes." Answered him. "Easy, don't you?"
"Yeah."

You know what? 15 minutes later, I heard a conversation. And you know? One of the voice is really same is Jazzie. Good sign!
"I heard a sound!" Shouted me. He smiled. "You may go home."
"But, what about you?"
"It's my destiny that I'll live in here." Said Brand. "It's nice to meet you, Kells."
"Nice to meet you too."

I closed my eyes.
I opened, and I realize I'm in the hospital.
I'm really tired.
"Kells?" Said Jazzie. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah, I'm fine." I said. Wait- there's something wrong right now. I feel I'm really okay. I feel that I don't have liver disease anyomore. Is that a good sign?
"You're sleeping so long." Said Jazzie. "I'm worried about you."
"I'm okay, right?"
"Yeah, you are." She smiled. Suddenly, I remembered Brand. Poor boy.
Goodbye, Brand. I hope we can meet in another time. He's a good boy.

I talked with my best friends. And suddenly, Mom came in and she cried.
Oh, dear. What's going on?
"Kells!" She hugged me. I'm confused (Again). "Mom, what's wrong?"
She still cried. Okay, I'm worried right now.
"Kellen, you're officially recover from liver disease." Said Dr. Simon. Really? I am?
"Dr. Simon, are you kidding me?"
"Serious." Dr. Simon smiled. "I'm glad you're now saved."
I wanna cry. I'm free. I'm free!
"Kellen!" Shouted Jazzie. She hugged me. "Thank god you're saved!"
I looked at Gerald, Lola and Jeremy. They all cried. "Kellen, congratulations!" Shouted Gerald.
I'll never forget this moment in my life.

But actually, I still have to use the wheel chair. Dr. Simon said that I could walk normally again if I learned how to walk.
Before go back to America, I wanna say thank you to Brand's parents.
"Thank you so much for giving Brand's liver for me. I really appreciate it."
"You're welcome." Said Brand's mom. "I'm glad you're now saved."
I smiled. I'm very glad that I'm back to my real house- America. I can't wait to tell to Ms. Emily.

"Hey, Kells." Said Gerald.
"Ya?"
"Do you want to celebrate it?"
I smiled. "Yeah!"


America.
I came home in the morning. I'm trully glad. Then I'll go to school.
I'm confused when I came in to 9C, everybody's cheer me up. I think someone has told to everyone that the surgery is successful.
"Kellen!" Ms. Emily hugged me. "Congratulations, my dear!"
"Thank you, Ms. Emily." I smiled.
"Okay, then. Let's get party!" Shouted Jazzie. I'm surprised when I saw so many foods on the table. I took my favorite foods- Pop corn and ice cream. I'm very happy today.
Suddenly, Jazzie pushed my wheel chair to came out from the class.
"Jazz, what are you doing?"
She smiled. "Look, I now we're so long to be friends. And I think it's the time."
Okay, there's something wrong right now.
"Kells, do you wanna date with me?"
I can't believe that she said. I now, my parents didn't allowed me to have a date with someone, except Jazzie.
"Of course I want."
She smiled, and pushed my wheel chair again and go back to class.

Friends, I'm very happy that I'm saved from liver transplant. I can't do anything without my parents, my best friends, and of course my new girlfriend, Jazzie.

Copyright © 2011 Annisa Farah Firdausy. All Rights Reserved.

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 7

"Mom?"

"Yes?"

"Can we visit some cool places in Norway?"

"Later, honey."

"Not cool."
Mom laughed.

"What place that you want to go, Kells?" Asked Jazzie.

"Umm, I don't know. What about you?"

"I wanna go to sunflower fields." Said her. "I'm sunflower addicted. Have you seen my bedroom?"

"Of course I never go to your room before, 'cause I never come to your house."

She turned on her cell phone. "New text message for you, Kells."

I took her cell phone, and yes- Gerald texted me again.

"Hey dudeeey, wazzup? How are you doin' there?"

I replied him.

"Umm, nothing. I don't know what I want to do, but Jazzie told me that she wants to visit sunflower fields."

Five minutes later:

"Sunflower fields? Oh, I know it! There's a sunflower field in Norway, but I don't know where it is."

Damn!

"Not Cool, Gerald. I'm serious."

Then:

"Hey, I'm serious too! I forgot the place. By the way, when you want to do the surgery?"

Okay:

"I think the day after tomorrow, or it will be next week. Wish me luck, Gerald."

Then:

"Ooookay, Kells. Have fun with Jazzie! Please say hi to her. Bye~"

"You got a shoutout." I said. Jazzie smiled. "Let me guess. Gerald?"
"Uh uh."
"He likes me, Kells." She said. I shocked. "How do you know?"
"Well, he never tells to me, but I think he likes me. He always texted me everyday."
"Oh."

"Okay, kids. Do you want to go to somewhere?" Asked mom.
"Yes, I want." I answered. "I'm bored right now."
"Don't worry. I know what's the place that you two want to go."
I smiled to Jazzie. She smiled to me.

And finally, we went to sunflower field, just like Jazzie wants. And you know? The sunflower field that we visited is So wonderful! They're the beautiful flower.
"My grandmother said that this is the perfect place to make a wish."
Make a wish? Wonderful.
"Why don't you make a wish?" I asked.
"I'm making right now, and nobody knows it." She smiled. "You too, Kells! Make a wish."

What wish?

I'm not good at making some wishes. I brought a piece of paper and a pen, then started to write.

God, I wish I could start again from when I was born. Enjoy my life as long as I can. If my life is almost over,Please don't make people cried because of me, 'cause I can't stand to see that.If my life is almost over,Please gimme a few minutes to say sorry to everybody. To people that has been sick because of me.I wish,I can do the surgery, so I can enjoy the world in longer time. To be nice with people.And if I'm get off from my liver disease,I'm going to entertain another patient in the hospital that has the same disease like me.To make them happy.God, I know you hear me. Sincerly,Kellen.

We were playing on the field. And you know? Playing on the sunflower field is wonderful. We always took the photos, and have fun in there. We went to a small restaurant with some delicious food in there. And I really-really love it.

And suddenly, I think about something.
Something that makes me stressed.
"Kells?" Asked Jazzie.
"Ya?"
"Are you okay?" Asked her. "You don't feel happy. Are you okay?"
Actually, I'm thinking about my wish that I made.
"Umm, I'm okay." I'm trying to smiled. She looked at the paper that I hold.
"What's that?"
"Oh, it's my wishlist."
She smiled. "I see. Then, let's make the wish grant!"
"How?" I asked.
She smiled again. "By flying the paper."
"How?"
"I brought some ballons." She said. "I always do that when I'm still in elementary. Grant the wish by flying it with ballons."
"Sounds interesting." I said. "Let's begin."
"Okay, then."
She took the ballons and trying to blew it, with little help from dad.
"Okay, Kells. Ballons are ready." She said. "Let's tie your paper."
I tied my paper on the rope.
I hope my wishes are really granted.
"Look, they're flying." Jazzie looked to the sky.

I hope I can enjoy this time, once again.

TeenTip: How To Own A Quality Blog

Hi. I'm very confused. Why? 'Cuz I have no idea, What entry that I want to post. Sooooo, I posted this entry. How to own a quality blog? It's easy peasy guys.

1. Make some quality entries.


Make the entries that makes the readers interest of your entry. Maybe your journals, tips, stories, also the tutorials.

2. Your blog weight is less than 100 KB.

Do not appear the nonsense widgets. Put the important widgets.

3. If you could, you can make your own blog skin.

There's nothing wrong if you want to make your own blog skin. I think It's so creative. But keep crediting guys. Don't be a copycat.

4. Don't copy others stuff without credit.

Wow wow, If you do that, that means you don't have any creativity! You have a brain and please use it well!

5. Don't use negative words.

Don't use some dirty words. Example:

"HEY YOU F***! THIS IS MY BLOG!"

Gee, and suddenly the person that you mean is hate you.

Okay, That's all that I have. Later guys~

Perjuangan Nonton PJP!

Assalamu'alaikum...

Maaf ya dari tadi pagi aku enggak on. Aku lagi ada open lesson Biologi di sekolah. Tapi untung nggak lama ^^ Dan sesuai entry ku yang kemaren, habis open lesson tersebut aku berangkat ke detos buat nonton PJP the Movie bareng anak perempuan 7A. Tapi enggak semuanya ikut, pasti. Padahal enak bareng-bareng T_T Cewek 7A kan ada 17, tapi 5 orang nggak ikut. Yang nggak ikut itu Nadiah, Shamira, Yasmin, Sasha, sama Ambar. Mereka punya acara sendiri-sendiri.

Eh, tau nggak? Kita butuh perjuangan tau buat nonton PJP. Enggak percaya? Oke, aku ceritain.

Jam setengah 12 kita baru berangkat. Sebelumnya kita jalan kaki dulu sampe jalan raya. SMPN 2 Depok kan letaknya ke dalem gitu, jadi kita harus jalan kaki dari sekolah ke jalan raya. Nah, penderitaan kita belum selesai, sobat. 

Kita naik angkot 04 yang biru. Di dalem situ, panasnya enggak kepalang. Ah, Depok emang selalu panas. Udah gitu sempit lagi. Ada nggak sih, angkot yang gede? 

Nah, kita udah sampe terminal nih, ceritanya. Kita turun angkot 04 terus naik lagi angkot yang lewat detos. Nunggu angkotnya nggak lama-lama banget sih. 

Akhirnya sampe juga nih, di detos. Alhamdulillah yaa... sesuatu

Hehe. Kita langsung naik ke lantai 2. Tadinya kita mau pesan yang jam 12.15. Eh gak taunya udah penuh T_T ya akhirnya kita pesen yang jam 14.25. Jadi kita bisa makan dulu. Makan nya beda-beda. Ada yang sama. 

Oya, ngomong-ngomong aku belum kenalin temen-temen yang ikut nonton. Ada Adisti, Agnes, Almira, Inas, Chacha, Yasira, Nurul, Astrid, Shalsa, Lydia, sama Vivid. 

Sambil nungguin kita nyebrang ke margo city. Kebetulan margo seberangnya detos. Jadi tinggal nyebrang pake jembatan penyebrangan. Nah, disana kita malah enggak ngapa-ngapain. Aneh kan? Aku cuma beli yogurt doang disana. Si Inas sama Chacha juga cuma beli roti. Lydia, Shalsa, Nurul, Astrid sama Yasira photobooth bareng. Kita itu misah tau, di margo! Karena ada kesalahan teknis.

Ternyata tiket yang kita beli itu jumlah nya cuma 11, sedangkan kita cuma 12. Nah, disinilah perjuangan kita nonton PJP dimulai. 

Kita udah panik. Kita itu malah khawatir kalo ada satu orang yang nggak nonton. Kita kan selalu bersama, saling melindungi. Masa ada yang enggak nonton sih? Enggak adil banget. 

Almira sama Vivid langsung nyebrang lagi ke detos. Adisti, Agnes, Yasira, Nurul, Shalsa, Astrid sama Lydia nunggu di lantai atas. Aku, Inas sama Chacha beli makanan. Aku beli yogurt, Inas beli roti di lantai bawah. 

Kita udah lumayan lama di margo, dan berniat buat balik lagi ke detos. Soalnya udah jam dua kurang seperempat. Inas sms Vivid. Terus, kata Vivid kita suruh balik ke detos. Ya udah, kita on the way ke detos. Ini nyesek banget. Kita tuh bolak-balik detos-margo. Udah gitu margo jalannya panjang lagi. Maksudnya kalo kita masuk enggak langsung lobi nya gitu. Kalo detos kan iya. Ini enggak. 

Kita-kita udah jalan mulu, belom duduk-duduk. Rasanya capek banget. Dan ini kebetulan banget. Enggak di detos, enggak di margo, aku pasti ketemu sama anak-anak bangor (Sebutan SMPN 2 Depok), baik yang se-angkatan maupun kakak kelas. Aku ketemu Azza 7C, Kak Anton, Kak Icha 8A, Yusufsyah Irlangga 7E, Kak Ilena, pokoknya banyak deh. 

Udah nyampe di detos. Bukannya dapet kabar baik, malah kabar buruk. Kata Almira, Tiketnya udah abis. Jadi salah satu dari kita ngalah nggak nonton. Aku bener-bener frustasi. Udah gitu, kata Vivid pas mereka berdua protes sama penjaga karcisnya, mereka malah di ceramahin sama mbaknya kayak anak TK. Soalnya kita-kita udah beranggapan kalo mbaknya salah ngasih karcis. Denger ceritanya aja aku udah sebel banget sama mbak-mbaknya. 

Akhirnya, ada salah satu dari kita yang ngalah nggak nonton PJP. Maaf aku nggak mau ngasih tau itu siapa. Tapi dia rela-relain banget cuma karena supaya kita bisa nikmatin PJP. Aku juga liat dari matanya udah berkaca-kaca. Duh, aku kasian banget. Tapi dia bilang enggak apa-apa. 

"Nikmatin aja, enggak apa-apa kok."

Itu nyentuh banget kata-katanya. Aku jadi pengen nangis. Jadi ya, mau enggak mau kita nonton tanpa dia. Dia baik banget. Semoga dia dapet pahala yang banyak, ya allah.. :'(

Yaa, sebenarnya perjuangan kita itu setengah sia-sia. #abaikan

Aku ngakak berat pas nonton PJP-nya. Jadi itu ada cowok namanya Dimas. Dia itu sahabatan sama cewek namanya Sheila. Mereka itu udah bisa dibilang TTM, Teman Tapi Mesra xD. Nah, pas si Dimas nembak Sheila di mobil, Sheila-nya pura-pura nolak. Pas Dimas bilang kalo dia itu cuma bercanda nembak-nya, Sheila langsung sakit hati. Dia minta diturunin. Pas Dimas lagi nyetir ada truk ato mobil lewat, dia ketabrak. Meninggal deh. 

Ah, gak asik kalo udah diceritain. Gak bikin penasaran. Nonton dong!

Oya, setelah kita nonton, kita foto dulu, buat kenang-kenangan gitu. Jeng jenggg...

Atas kiri-kanan: Farah Nurul Adisti | Tengah kiri-kanan: Astrid Inas Yasira (*yanglagimelet._.v) Vivid Agnes Lydia | Bawah kiri-kanan: Chacha Almira

Paling atas: Adisti | Yang kehalangan: Vivid._.v | Tengah kiri-kanan: Inas Nurul Yasira Chacha Lydia | Bawah kiri-kanan: Astrid Farah Agnes Almira

Oke. Aku udah capek bikinnya. Thanks for today, SevenAnta!

TeenTip: How to Make A Quality Story

Good night everyone!

I have no idea what I want to write about. So, I wrote this. It might be important for you if you want to write a story. 

Can I started?

Make a story is easy, IF YOU HAVE AN IDEA. If you have no idea, it's difficult. Same as I. Right now I was thinking for an idea for Kellen McCorrell part 7. I just want to be creative, I just want to make a different story from another stories. 

Some point that you have to see:

1. Be Creative.

Make your story different from others! It's cool to be different. Never copy-paste other story that it's not yours. Wanna be a copypasters? If you want, I bet you're ready to be a Copypaster Queen. Then you'll  be famous because of that. Me? Ugh, I don't want to. 

But If you may inspired other story. But don't copy that. 

2. A story should be in accordance with the title of the story.

Wow you have to notice that! Ex: You make a story with title "Wanna Be A Queen", but you make the plots different from the title. Ex: You're not make a story about a queen or something like that, but you make a story about the gadgeter girl. It's not quality!

3. To the point.

Too much chit-chat will isn't a quality story! You may give some chit-chats, but do not too much. The readers will dizzy when they read your story.

4. You may give some romantic scenes, BUT..

There's nothing wrong if you give some romantic scenes, BUT do not too overacting. Ex:

"After he gave me a bouquet, We're kissing.. Don't you believe it, Rose?" 

It's only example. We're not enough of age if we want to write a story that includes 'kissing' scene. In Kellen McCorrell, I put some romantic scenes, such as when Kellen says that he loves Jazzie, in front of Jazzie.  

5. Unique name of the characters!

Make and mix name of the characters is allowed too. But don't make an unique name that the name is so difficult to read it. Ex: Schwartmoozeent. Make a simple name but unique and different. Such as: Kellen, Jazzie, etc.

Easy, dont'cha?

And an important point that you need to hear: Your story is copyright by you and all rights reserved. Another besides you isn't allowed to change the stories, or copying without credit (Sometimes they really don't want their stories is appear in another blogs besides their blog). 

Okay, that's all that I want to tell today. Bye~

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 6

I really excited when Jazzie was allowed by her mother to join me. 

Jazzie came to the hospital and brought some fruits for me. She came with Jeremy, Lola, and Gerald. 

"Hi, Kells!" Shout Gerald. "Are you okay?"

"I'm okay, Gerald. Don't worry." I laughed.

"Hey, you said that you'll go to Norway." Said Lola. "For liver transplant, right?"

"Yeah." I smiled. "Don't worry. I'm sure I'll be okay after surgery."

"Why you're not tell to us?" Asked Jeremy.

"I just don't want to make you disappointed, J." I said. "I just invite Jazzie."

"It's sooo sweet." Lola smiled. "I think you like Jazzie."

"Am I?" 

"Uh huh." Lola smiled. "Jazzie loves Kellen too, right?"

Jazzie looked at Lola. "Are you jealous?" Asked her. "If you're jealous, you have to say to me. I think you like him too."

"No, I'm not." Said Lola. "I love someone and he's NOT in our school. Believe me. I never lie."

"Okay, okay." Jazzie laughed. "I love Kellen."

.....

I'm shocked.

Lola shocked.

Gerald Shocked.

Jeremy shocked.

Maybe you're shocked too.

"Jazz, are you serious?" Shout Jeremy. Jazzie smiled.

"Yeah, I'm serious." Said Jazzie. 

"Gee." Jeremy show his sad face. "Actually, I like you."

"Jeremy, It's so sweet." Jazzie smiled.

..

"Wow, wow. This is not Shoot-each-other party." I laughed. Jazzie looked at me. She smiled.

"Well, how about you?" Asked Gerald. "Do you love someone?"

Actually, I love Jazzie. She's just like my sister.

"Are you sure that you all ready to hear?" 

"We always ready." Gerald smiled.

"Okay." Deep breath, Kellen. "I love Jazzie."

"Oh." Lola drank her water. "WHAT?! YOU LOVE JAZZIE?!"

"You just realize it?" Shouted Gerald. "Where are you from, Lola?"
"Seriously, I just realize it." Lola laughed.
Today I have so much time with friends. I'll go to Norway the day after tomorrow. I took the fruit that they brought for me, and eat it.
"Jazz?" Asked me. "What are you looking for?"
She shocked. "Umm, no." She smiled. "I just want to know, Why you can got liver disease?"
"I don't know." I answered. "And I don't want to know."
"Umm, It's okay." Said Jazzie.
"Are you worried about me?"
"Yeah, little bit." Said Jazzie.
"I've told you that I'll be okay, Jazz." I said. "Just believe in me, okay?"
Jazzie smiled. "Okay."
It's so lucky I have a good friend like Jazzie. Today she stayed in the hospital, and she brought crossword- my favorite game to play together.
"What challenge do you want to do?" Asked Jazzie. "Countries, cultural, science, or history?"
"Countries." I said.
"Countries?" Asked Jazzie. "It's easy peasy, for you. I know you're smart, Kells."
"Not really."
"Okay, okay. Let's solve this crossword."



The day after tomorrow.
Yesterday I went home. Jazzie went home to her home. Then we agree to meet together in airport.
I packed my stuff that I want to bring to Norway. My cell phone, my laptop, my iPod, my books.
"Kells, are you ready?" Asked mom. I smiled. "I'm ready."
Mom took my case and put it in the car. Uncle Joseph drove the car.
The day is still dark. However, it 4 o'clock right now, and of course everybody's still sleeping. I'm still tired right now.
Hey, seriously, even I got a terrible disease, I always wake up in 3.45 o'clock in the morning. I'm not using my alarm clock, but I woke up by myself. But then, I slept again until 5 o'clock.
The airport is not too far from my house. Mom started to call Mrs. Megan to make sure where are they.
"Mom, where are they?" Asked me.
"They're on the way here." Answered mom. "You haven't breakfast before, right? Eat your snack on that bag."
I took the bag and looking for my breakfast. Yeah, I'm hungry. I need a food to eat. I found a sandwich in a green lunchbox, and maybe that's for me.
"Mom, it is for me?" Asked me.
"Yeah, it's for you." Answered mom. I ate the sandwich and waiting for Jazzie to come.
Okay, it's pretty boring to wait. I took my favorite book and read it.

Mom walked to me. "They're here." Mom smiled. I saw Jazzie with her purple case and her parents.
"Jean!" Shouted Mrs. Megan. "It's good to see you."
"Me too." Mom smiled. "Look at you, Jazz. You're so pretty this morning."
Jazzie smiled.
I go to her and Mrs. Megan.
"Morning, Mrs. Megan." I smiled. She smiled to me.
"Morning too, Kells." She said. "Good luck for the surgery."
"Thank you, Mrs. Megan." I smiled. "Hi, Jazz."
"Hi, Kells." Said Jazzie. "You look so formal today."
"Umm, am I?"
Jazzie smiled. "Yes." She said. "Hey, yesterday friends in school made a videos for you. I put them in my laptop, and you can watch it in the waiting room."
"Really?" Asked me. Jazzie smiled. "Yes. Some of teachers are joined too."
"How about Mrs. Emily?"
"Oh, she joined too." Said Jazzie. "She really miss you."
"Yeah, me too." I said.
"You're her favorite student, don't you realize it?" Asked Jazzie.
"I realize that." I said.


After say goodbye to Mr. and Mrs. Megan, we went to the waiting room, and 30 minutes later, we went to the plane and 15 minutes later, the plane that I ride will take off.
It's pretty sad that I have to say goodbye to my favorite city.

"Jazz, how many exams did I miss when I was sick?"
"Maybe four, or five." Said Jazzie. "But don't worry. All teachers provides an exception for you." Answered Jazzie. "I wanna ask you something?"
"What?"
"Since when you are exposed to the disease?"
"Since when I was 4 years old."
I saw her. She's pretty shocked. "Are you sure since when you're 4 years old?"
"I'm sure, seriously." I said. "My parents told me. When I was 4 years old, we went to a small village in Moskow. And When I came to that village, it turns out there was an outbreak of liver disease. And I'm one of the victim."
"Kellen, I'm so sorry." She said. I smiled to her.
"Don't worry, I'll be okay."

We've arrived in Norway.
Then, 5 minutes later, there's a text message from Gerald.

"Ciao, Kells! Have you arrived at Norway? How's Jazzie? Is she alright?"

"Hey, what are you doing?"
Gee, she shocked me. I mean, Jazzie. "I thought that you took your case."
"I always stand behind you in 5 minutes ago." Said Jazzie. "Don't you realize it?"
"Seriously, I'm not." I replied Gerald's text message.

"Hey, you clown. I have arrived. Oh, yeah, she's okay. I think we'll have so much fun together in Norway."

"Yeah, we are." She gave me high five.
"Mom, are we ready to leave the airport?"
"Not yet, sweetheart." Said mom. "We're still have to took your case."
It's too long.
"Kells, I think he texted you again." Said Jazzie.
"Oh, okay." I took my cell phone.

"Do you mean, 'romantic with Jazzie'? hahahaha, just jokes, buddy. Don't be mad."

"Gerald is too funny." Laughed Jazzie. I laughed too. "You wanna reply him?"
"Okay, I want." She took my cell phone and texted Gerald. "Here, done."
How many times did she need to reply Gerald's text? She type fastly.
I looked at the text.

"Hey man, it's Jazzie. If you said that, it means that you are jealous. Yeah, you're jealous! Lil bit advice, find another girl who want to dating with you. Haha LOL just kidding."

"Gee, seriousy, Jazz." I laughed.
And finally, we leave the airport and go find the hotel. Dr. Simon said that he'll go to Norway after me.

  

Journey to @America

From left: Adinda, Dea, Alma, Me

Today I went to @America that located in Pacific Place, Jakarta. Not only me, though. My friends in 7A was chosen too, just like me. They're Astrid, Inas, Sasha, Nadiah, Padil, Kevin, Lydia, Chacha, and Kiki. I'm in bus 1, with 7B, 7C, 7D and some friends from 7E. 

It's different like when Aubade time. We're one bus together, take a picture together, and crazy together. Umm, it's same, but rather different.

@America is located in (I guess 2nd floor, or 3rd floor?) Pacific Place, Jakarta. In there, they're introducing about american culture. It's very interesting. 

There are a game over there, a quiz. And you know what? Kevin's group was won the quiz. It's okay, maybe it's not my lucky. 

@America is small, but very comfortable if we want to take some pictures in there. There are some photos about America. 

Wanna see the photos? 

>>CLICK HERE<<

and

HERE

See ya later;)

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 5

On June, I'll have my Junior High School graduation. But I don't think that I could make it. You might be now my situation. 

Today I don't feel better. I'm extraordinary dizzy And I can't stand from my bed. My head is very heavy. I want to call mom, but I'm too dizzy.

I can't take it anymore!

And suddenly, my mouth is full of fresh blood. I want to go to the bathroom, but it's too difficult. 

So I tried as much as possible. 

I can't stand. I wanna go sleep, right now. 

Is it the time?

God, If you call me earlier, please don't let my beloved people cry because of me. I can't take it. 

God, if it's my destiny, please make my beloved people happy.

I really accept this destiny.

"Kellen?" Called mom. "Kells? It's breakfast time."

Mom...

"Kellen?"

Can you come and meet me?

"Kellen, do you hear me?"

I heard  footsteps. I just can sit quietly beside my bed. I saw my blood on the floor. 

Fortunately, I never locked my door. 

"Kellen?"

"Mom?"

"What happened in there?"

"I'm okay, mom. Really."

I think mom doesn't believe it. She opened the door.

"Kellen?!" Shout mom. "What happened?"

"I'm dizzy, mom." I answered. 

"Oh my god." Said mom. "Phil! Come here!" 

In a few minutes, dad came. "Kellen?" Shout dad. "Are you okay?"

So annoying. Why they have to asked me the same question? I hate that. 

Dad started to call ambulance. Yeah, I realize there's something wrong with me. 

....

In the hospital.

Dr. Simon decided that I have to sleep in the hospital. It's a nightmare. 

"Kellen will be okay, right?" I saw mom. She's really worried about me.

"I'm okay, mom. Everything will be alright." I said. Dr. Simon still silent. 

"We'll analyzing him again." Said Dr. Simon. "It just for a few days, Kells. You need to sleep in here." 

"I just want to sleep in home." I said. 

"Just for a few days." Dr. Simon smiled. 

"But I can do anything that I want, right?" I wish. "Please, doctor. You said that I can do everything that I want when I'm still alive."

Dr. Simon thinking. "Well, It's right, Kells." Said Dr. Simon. "But don't push yourself. You need a rest." 

"I always have a rest time everyday." 

Okay, maybe I'm too stubborn, but I really want to do everything that I want.

Now I have to spending my time in the hospital. I can't do anything. I can't editing my blog, I can't cook, and I can't play with friends.

I always think that maybe I have to do liver transplant. I can't take it. I don't want to suffer anymore. It's better if I die. I can only bothering people. 

I saw mom read a book. "Mom?" 

"Yes, sweetie?" 

"I have a request."

"What is it?" 

I whispered to mom. "I'm ready to do liver transplant."

After that, she became worried. "Are you sure, Kells?"

"I'm sure." I smiled. "Dr. Simon said that we must always sure if we want to do something." 

"Lemme ask your dad and Dr. Simon." 

"Please, mom. Let me do that." 

Mom came out and talk with dad and Dr. Simon. I don't know what they're talking about. 

God, please let me do that. 

Dr. Simon, mom and dad came.

"Are you sure?" Asked Dr. Simon.

"Yes, I'm sure." I answered. 

"Well, if it's Kellen's desicion, I'll support that." Said Dr. Simon. "I'll give you an advice. If you want your liver transplant success, better do it in Norway. I'll go with you."

"Really?"

"Yes." Dr. Simon smiled. "So, when you want to go?"

"As soon as possible." 

"Okay, then." Said Dr. Simon. "Be right back." 

I smiled to mom. She smiled at me. "Mom, I have a request."

"What is it?"

I smiled. "I want Jazzie to come with me."

Mom keep quiet. 

"Mom, Are you not agree?"

Mom smiled. "Of course, Kells." She said. "But I don't think that Jazzie's parents allowed her to join with us."

"Just for one time, mom. She's the best friend I've ever had. Please." 

"Okay, okay." Said mom. "I'll call her mother." 

I smiled. I wish Jazzie is allowed to come with me. 

I saw mom talking on the phone with Mrs. Megan, Jazzie's mother. Then, mom looked at me. She smiled. 

"Mrs. Megan allowed Jazzie to come with us. Jazzie is so glad when I said that." 

"Really?" I'm so thrilled.

"Yes." Mom smiled. She back on the phone. "Yes, Jazz? Oh, you wanna talk to him? Okay." She gave me the phone. "She want to talk with you."

I took the phone. "Hey, Jazz." 

"Hey, Kells! What are you doing in there?"

"Just sleeping. I can't do anything."

"Lemme guess. Your doctor said that you have to stay in the hospital."

"Yeah, 100% Right."

"What happened to you until you have to stay?"

"I don't know. Maybe my disease may got worse." 

"Oh my god!" Shout her. "How?"

"You'll know it." I said. "Thanks for grant my wish, Jazz. I'm so thrilled."

"The inportant thing is, you'll be saved from your liver disease. I always pray for you."

Believe it or not, It's so sweet. I want to cry.

"I'm touched, Jazz. Thank you so much." 

"Anytime, Kells. Get Well soon. I'll see you!"

"See ya later!"

Jazzie, you're the best.

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 4

Saturday.

I woke up this morning with a good mood. Yeah, I'm ready to start the day.

But- wait, I think there's something wrong.

I'm okay right now and I'm feel better.

I can't move my leg.

I'm panic. Lil bit panic. So panic. Ordinary panic. Extraordinary panic. ABSELOUTLY PANIC!

"Mom, dad!" I shouted. 

"What's up, dear?" Asked mom. 

"Can you come and meet me?"

Then mom go upstairs. "What's wrong?"

"I can't move my leg."

She quiet. I think she doesn't know what she have to say. 

"You're kidding, right?" Laughed mom.

"No, I'm not." I said. "Seriously, mom. I can't."

"Try to walk." Suggested mom. I tried to stand up, but I can't. Fall off.

"Mom, help me." I said.

"Okay, okay." Said mom. She helped me to stand up again. "Okay, we have to go to the hospital."

"Mom, please, no." I plead. "I don't want to use wheel chair all time. I don't want to."
"But you have to!" Said mom. "I'll call your dad and we're going to go to the hospital."

Nightmare.

...

In the hospital.

"Mr. and Mrs. McCorrell, come inside." Call the nurse. "You too, Kellen McCorrell."
I stand up with little help from mom.

"Hi, Kells." Dr. Simon greet me. "Hi, Dr. Simon." I smiled. 

"Please sit." Said him. Dr. Simon started to talk.

"I don't mean to say this, Mr. And Mrs. McCorrell." Said Dr. Simon. "Nerve in his leg died suddenly."

"Is that the one of the factor of his disease?" Ask mom worried. 

"We're still analyzing." Said Dr. Simon. I'm pretty shocked when I heard that. God gaves me short age is enough for me, but Why I have to use a wheel chair all time? I hate to do that. I'm not free to move. 

"Phil.." Mom cried on dad's shoulder. "We have to accept this situation, Jean." 

Suddenly, I cried. Dr. Simon looked at me.
"You're a great fighter, Kells." Said Dr. Simon. "I'm sure you can handle this."

But I'm not sure.

So, I went home with a wheel chair. I mean, the self-controled wheel chair. It's pretty high.

"Kells, where do you want to go?" Asked mom. 

"Watering the plants." I said. "May I?"

"Okay, but be careful. You need an adaptation to use your wheel chair." Said mom. 

Actually, I didn't need this thingy. I want to walk and stand normally like a normal people. 

The thing that I worried about is: Jazzie. I don't want to see her face is crying because of me. I don't like people cyring because of me. 

I want to show everyone that I'm still strong to face my situation. 

Sunday.

Yesterday, my parents moved my bedroom into downstairs, So I don't have to go upstairs. 'Cause (I'm sure You have known the reason).

Then, the bell is ringing. 

That means that we'll have a guest. I 'walked' and open the door.

"Good morning." The stranger said. 

"Hi." Greet me. "Who are you?"

"I'm Jackerson, your dad's friend."

"Oh." I said.

Mr. Jackerson smiled. "Are you Kellen McCorrell?"

"Yes." I said. "Come in."

"Last time I saw you, you didn't use any wheel chair." Said Mr. Jackerson.

"Actually, yesterday my Nerve in my leg died suddenly." I said. "By the way, would you like some syrup? Or tea? I can make it."

"I just need some water." Said Mr. Jackerson. "I'm not be long in here."

"That's okay." I said. 

"Hey, I wanna ask you something." Said Mr. Jackerson. "What do you like to do when you don't have any schedule?"

"Yeah, cooking." I answered. "Sometimes I visit my blog."
"You have a blog?" Ask Mr. Jackerson.
"Yes, I have. Do you want me to show it? I'll take my laptop."
I go to my bedroom and took my laptop. 

"Here." I said. "Lemme show you."
I turn on the laptop and open 'settings' window to connect to the internet. 

"This is my blog." I said. "Too messy, right?"

"Not really." Said Mr. Jackerson. "That's lovely. Did you make your own classic template?"

"Yes, I am." I smiled. "I love to make a template." 

"Cool." Said Mr. Jackerson. "You said that You love to cook, right?"

"Yes, I am." I said and go to the kitchen. "I'll make a cookies for you."

"Thank you, Kellen." Mr. Jackerson smiled. He looked at me. I smiled. I took the ingridients and turn on tehe mixture. 

"This is my favorite recipe." I said. "Because It's so easy to make it."

"You make the recipe?" Asked Mr. Jackerson.

"Yes, I made this."

I started to cook. 

"Hey, Jack!" Greet dad. 

"Dad, we're waiting so long." I said. Dad laughed.

"Not really, Phil." Said Mr. Jackerson. 

I looked at the window. I really want to watering the plants agian. 

"Mom, can I watering the plants again?" Asked me. 

"Okay." Mom smiled. 

"What about If I saw my friends are jogging together, Can I join them?"

"Okay, okay." Laughed mom. "If the cookies are ready to be served, I'll call you. You can bring the cookies."

"Okay."

I go out and started to watering the plants. 

Suddenly, Jazzie came. 

"Morning, Kells!" Shout her. "Hi! What are you doing?"

"Watering the plants." I answered. Then, Jazzie looked at me.
"What's wrong, Jazz?"

"The wheel chair." Said Jazzie. "What happened with you?"

I looked at Jazzie's eyes. I'm afraid if she started to cry. 

"I'm okay, Jazz. Don't worry." I said. "There's nothing bad happen with me."

Jazzie smiled. "Are you sure?"

"I'm sure, Jazz." I said. 

"Promise?" Asked Jazzie. I smiled. "Promise."

Then we're walking together.
"Where's others?" Asked me.
"Of course in their house. Let's go." Said Jazzie. She ran.
"Okay." I smiled.

Well, You know? Use wheel chair is not a bad idea. I need that thingy.
I really have so much time together with Jazzie Megan!

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 3

"Kells, are you sure?" 

"I'm pretty sure, mom."

"Okay, just be careful, dear. If you can't stand up for a long time, just say to the teacher. Okay?" Said mom.

"Okay, mom. I'll be okay." I smiled. I walked slowly into my car and come inside. 

...

We've practied about 3 weeks to prepare for this festival. I'm so happy today, joining choir team for the festival.

In school, my music teacher, Mr. Nathan, was really surprised.

"Hi, sir!"

"Hi, Kells." Said Mr. Nathan. He was really surprised.

"Umm.. What's wrong, sir?"

Mr. Nathan smiled. "Nothing." He said. "I just worried about you. Are you ready?"

"Of course, I am." I said. "I always ready."

"Okay." Said Mr. Nathan. "You can go to the bus right now. I'm waiting for other students."

"Yes, sir."

I've said that my birthday is 2 weeks left. And tomorrow, it's my birthday!

Everyone knows my birthday. But they never now that I have a terrible disease. Sometimes I always mad and stress about my disease. Why I have to enjoy my life with a terrible disease? Why? 

I know, in the other world, there are so many terrible disease besides liver disease. Renal failure, cancer or pompe disease are the one of the terrible diseases. 

But I tried to enjoy the world and forget about my disease. 

....

Friday.

Today is my 15th Birthday. I'm so glad about that. Even that I sad too. 

"Happy birthday, sweetheart!" Said mom. She hold a big cake. 

"Gee, thanks, mom!" I took the cake from mom. "Can I bring it to school to share with friends?"

"Of course, my dear. That is your cake right now." Said mom. "In the evening, we will go to a beautiful restaurant to celebrate your birthday with your big family."

"Really?" I'm pretty surprised. "Yes." Said mom. "Now hurry up. You must go to school."

I packed my bag and walked into my car.

In school.

I went to my class, my lucky class, 9C. I opened the door. There are no students in there. I wonder why. 

"Hello?"

Still quiet.

"Is anybody here?"

Still quiet. 

Oh, please, I don't want to be pranked in my birthday. "Please, don't prank me."

Suddenly, The lamp in my class is turn on. There are some boxes in the desk.

"Happy birthday, Kellen!" Shout Jeremy. Gee, I'm surprised. He brought a big cake, AGAIN. Why I have to have double cake in my birthday? I just don't want to waste the cake. 

"I bring a cake too!" I said. 

"Then It means we'll have a big party!" Shout Jazzie. She took the cake and put it on the teacher's desk. "Let's start the party!"

Gee, I'm lucky I have so many friends who cares on me. I want to cry. They're very kind to me. 

"Here, I put the candles." Said Jeremy. "Make a wish, buddy."

I smiled and start.

God, please don't take them away from me. There are too kind to me. You can take me, but don't take my friends. Let them enjoy the world with the happiness. Especially, JAZZIE.

Finished.

"Hey, what's your wish?" Asked Gerald. I smiled. "It's a secret. You don't have to know it."

"Okay, okay." Gerald smiled. He gave me a piece of cake. "You can give it to others."

I winked. First of all, I walked to my beloved teacher, Ms. Emily. She's the best teacher I've ever had. Only her who knows my disease. "Here you go, Ms. Emily."

"Oh my." Ms. Emily smiled. "Thank you, my student."

"Anytime." I smiled. Then I took a piece of cake again and gave it to Jazzie.

"Here." I gave her. She smiled. "Gee, thank you, Kells!" 

Then after that, everyone's shouting at me. Maybe They think that I like Jazzie, 'cause the first girl who got a cake from me is Jazzie.

"Kellen and Jazzie are sitting on the tree..." I just laughed. Jazzie was do the same thing. The real thing is, we're best friend. Not only two of us, but Gerald, Jeremy and Lola too.

"Here, we bought a present for you." Said Jazzie. Gerald came out and a few second later, he came with a big box beside him. "It's for you."

"Wow, It's TOO big.." I said. 

"You can open it." Said Jazzie. I opened it, and I'm surprised of the present. "Big frame?" Asked me. "Of our pictures? Scrapbook?"

"Yes, it is." Jeremy smiled. "There are so many beautiful moments in there. We can scrapbooking together if you don't have a busy schedule."

"Of course I don't have it." I said. "I'll hang this pictures in my bedroom." I went to the cake and took a piece of cake.

"Then this is for Lola." I walked to Lola and gave it. 

"Thank you, Kells!" Shouted her. "Wish you all the best!"

I smiled. Oh my god, this birthday party is simple, but I'm so glad. And maybe, this birthday is my last birthday. 

Okay, okay. I don't want to remember about that. I just want to enjoy the world. 

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 2

.....

I never feel comfortable if I have to stay long in the hospital. I think I can't do anything whatever I want. I can't play music, I can't cook, and I can't editing my blog. The simplest task when I stayed in hospital is sleep. Yeah, S-L-E-E-P. It makes me bored. 

Mom and dad are going to go to administration. Then, my friends came.

"Kells, what happened?"

"Are you okay?"

I can't say that I have liver disease. I don't want to disappointed them. What should I do? Lie? I never lie to someone. Even that I have liver disease. I never talk about that in front of my friends and my big family. 

"Kellen, please tell us!" Jazzie shouted at me. 

"Are you sure?" I asked them. 

"What do ya mean?" 

"Are you ready to hear this?" I asked. Jazzie, Lola, Gerald and Jeremy said, "Yes."

Wish me luck to say this horrible sentence. "Actually, I have liver disease."

Jazzie quiet. Lola quiet. Gerald quiet. Jeremy quiet. I quiet.

"You're kidding, right?" Lola tried to hiding her sad expression. 

"No, I'm not." 

Suddenly, Jazzie cry. "I can't believe it." "When did you get that disease?"

"I think when I was 2 years old." 

"Oh my god.." Jeremy started cry. "Get well soon, Kells." 

.....

Gerald said, "Get well soon, Kells.". I think that sentece could not help. 'Cause doctor said that my life is six months left. 

Forget about that. I don't want to remember that again. Then, my doctor, Dr. Simon come. "Hey Kells, how are you?"

"I'm fine." 

Dr. Simon walked and sit beside of me. "Hey, why do you sad?"

"You said that my life is six months left." I started crying. Dr. Simon didn't say anything.

"It's hard to say, but it's true. I can't do anything anymore to help you, except liver transplant. I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to do that."

"Umm, it's okay. But what can I do in six months?"

"Do whatever you want." Said Dr. Simon. "That's the simplest task to love the world. Make your parents proud of you. Make your friends happy."

If I think twice, It's true. "Thanks, Doctor." I smiled. "Can I go home?"

"You're not feel better yet, kid." Said Dr. Simon. "If you feel better, you may go home."

"But I feel better right now." I said. I really want to leave this place. 

"Tomorrow, okay?" Asked doctor. "Yes, yes, yes!" Shouted me. Finally I can go home, even tomorrow. 

My friends come. 

"Hi, Kells!" Shouted Lola. "We brought some fruits for you!"

"Gee, thanks!" I took the fruits from Lola. "You shouldn't give this. These fruits are beautiful."

"I hope you'll be alright." Said Jazzie. "I hope you can go to school, if you have a bad disease. School will be a quiet place without you."

"There are more students in there, Jazz. Not only me." I laughed. 

"But you're our best friend." Said Jeremy. "Get well soon."

I smiled. "Gerald, do you have another sentences besides 'Get well soon'? I think you've said that twice." I laughed.

"Hey, I'm not the poem writer. I don't have any." Gerald laguhed.

...

After 2 weeks I left the hospital, I joined choir team for the festival in my city. I being an accompanist in there. I remember when mom forbade me to join. She said that I'm not ready to stand up for a long time, remember my disease. I'm not allowed to walk and stand up too often. Then you can guess, If I go to the mall or the place that needs a stamina to walk, I have to use wheel chair. I hate to use that. 

But I told once again that I just want to be an accompanist. The accompanist didn't need to stand up too much. Without say anything, mom allowed me. 

The first practice is today, on Wednesday. And I can't believe it, 2 weeks later I'll have my birthday, my 15th birthday. 

I practiced seriously, 'Cause I'm the accompanist. I can't wait for the festival!

The Greatest Gift Ever, Part 1

This is my life, this is my world.

God gaves me an amazing world with some amazing people and friends inside.

My parents, my friends, my family.

They love me so much. So am I. I love them so much. They're the greatest treasure I've ever had. They can't buy with money. 

I played with my friends at my house. Lola, Jeremy, Gerald, and Jazzie. They're my best friends. 

"Kells, now it's your turn," Said Jazzie. We're playing Snakes & Ladders. I know, that game is for the children under 10 years old. But we're still playing that until now. I'm almost 15, and I'll have my birthday on March. Now it's February.

"Okay," I shake the dice. "I got six!"

"Cool!" Said Jeremy. "I always going down when I played this game."

"Don't give up!" I said. We're enjoying the game together.

Right now I'm fine and I'm not feel anything, until.....

"Kells, what's that?" Asked Jazzie. She really confused.

"What do ya mean?" I became confused.

"The blood." Said Jazzie. "It's on your mouth." Now I'm afraid.

"You're kidding, right?" 

"I'm serious." I became worried. I ran to my bathroom and I saw by myself. The fresh blood is in the sink. Oh my gosh, It's happening.

"Kells?" Gerald knocked my bathroom door. "Is everything alright?" 

I can't talk. My mouth is full of my blood. I'm dizzy, I feel I want to blacked out. "Kells?" He knocked again. "Are you in there?"

"Yes, don't worry." I'm dizzy. Not dizzy, but EXTRAORDINARY dizzy. I want Gerald to call my mom, but It's hard to talk. I can't stand. 

........

I woke up.

But I'm not in my bedroom. I'm in the hospital.

Gee, I'm back to my 'Home'. I hate this.

Do you understand? Do you?

Actually, I have liver disease since I was 2 years old. I've known it since I was 8. Of course I'm really shocked. Before that, I've cirrhosis of my liver when I was 4. And I feel that. The problem is, nobody knows that I have liver disease, except my family. I don't want to talk about my disease to my friends, 'cause I don't wanna disappointed them.

I heard my parents and my doctor's conversation.

"Doctor, How is Kellen?" Asked mom with worried voice.

"Actually, It's hard to say this," Said docter. "His age is six months left. His liver is liver has hardened around 22%."

"Oh my gosh." Mom cried. Dad too. Me too. "I'm so sorry." Said doctor. "There is one way to heals him. Liver Transplant."

"Phil, we have to do that." Said mom. "I can't let him go."

"I don't know." Said dad. "I'm just worried if he doesn't ready yet. He's fourteen."

I can't believe it. I just have six months left to love the world. I wanna cry, but I can't.

Mom and dad come to my room. "Mom, what's happened?" I Asked. 

"Are you ready to hear this?" Asked dad. I answered, "Yes."

"Kells, your age is six months left." 

I'm not shocked, 'cause I've heared before. "Umm, It's okay. If that's my destiny, I can't beat."

"But I can't let you go!" Said mom. "I really love you, Kells. You're my lovely son."

"I love you too, mom." I said. "Don't worry, mom. Everything will be alright."

Actually, I don't think that everything will be okay. In fact, I'm kind of sad too. I don't want to leave my beloved people. They loved me, but I just leave it? It's not fair. 

If my destiny is like this, I have to love the world before I go to another place. Loving friends, Finishing junior high school, helping my parents, and show to everyone that I still can do anything, even that I have the worst disease I've ever had.

But, I'm not ready yet to say the truth to my best friends. I now, they can't stand to hear this. I've tried to keep this secret and didn't tell to everyone, but I know, Someday, they'll know it. 

When my grandmother was alive, she always said this to me:

"Just ignore your disease, and start to enjoy the world. Love your parents and your friends as you can. God gaves you a disease, that's not mean that god hates you. Nobody knows when we died. So, everytime, you must be ready. Keep nice to everyone that you know."

I always remember her quote. Yeah, she has the same disease like me, and she died. I really miss her. She always gave me a motivation to enjoy this beautiful world. I'll never forget her quotes.

What should I do now? Do I have to tell to my friends?

how to make friends

Hi hi!

Everyone needs friends, right?

If you didn't need any friend(s), it means you're crazy weird. Haha. Just kidding.

Thank god we can meet again. Today I want to give a simple tip: How to make a friend(s).

Okay, after I said that, you think that to make a friend(s) didn't need any step or tip. Just said, "Hey, let's be friends!"
It's not easy than you though. Especially, make a Bestie.
Make a friends is not same as we want to date with someone. We don't need to 'shoot' him or her to be our friend. Just give him/her a smile, And started to doing anything together with him/her (Except to cheating together in exams, Its's NOT ALLOWED!
Hey, and Believe in me, you can be friends with boy too. But it doesn't mean that you two are dating. I've being friends with boy, and Believe it or not, it's So FUN!

Make a friends is easy when we're in the new environment, example in your new school. You can change your bad attitude into the good attitude. But in the old school, it's easy too. Simple, just what i said: Smile.

Yeah, Smile Is Beautiful.
If you see a friend that makes you interest with him/her, go to them and invite to talk together. You can talk about favorite artists, about internet, hobbies, and also you can ask him/her where is he/she from if you're in the new school.

Sometimes to be friends, we don't need to say, "Let's be friends!" It can be friends by itself.

And there are some stuff that you need to avoid when you have a relationship.
-Never talk about others (Gossiping).
-Don't try to mock your bestie/others (Remember, you're not perfect).
-Don't use your friend to be your maid.
-DON'T BE A SELFISH PERSON.
-Don't brag yourself in front of your friend.
-DO NOT BRAGGING YOUR EXPENSIVE STUFF IN FRONT OF YOUR FRIEND. RISK: YOU, YOUR FRIEND, END!
-Don't talk about his/her SECRETS in front of others.


List to do when you have a relationship.
-Be nice.
-Invite him/her to study together.
-Keep the secrets each other.
-Sharing the knowledge.


Okay, that's all for me. I hope it works. See ya!

The Royal Queen