On June, I'll have my Junior High School graduation. But I don't think that I could make it. You might be now my situation.
Today I don't feel better. I'm extraordinary dizzy And I can't stand from my bed. My head is very heavy. I want to call mom, but I'm too dizzy.
I can't take it anymore!
And suddenly, my mouth is full of fresh blood. I want to go to the bathroom, but it's too difficult.
So I tried as much as possible.
I can't stand. I wanna go sleep, right now.
Is it the time?
God, If you call me earlier, please don't let my beloved people cry because of me. I can't take it.
God, if it's my destiny, please make my beloved people happy.
I really accept this destiny.
"Kellen?" Called mom. "Kells? It's breakfast time."
Mom...
"Kellen?"
Can you come and meet me?
"Kellen, do you hear me?"
I heard footsteps. I just can sit quietly beside my bed. I saw my blood on the floor.
Fortunately, I never locked my door.
"Kellen?"
"Mom?"
"What happened in there?"
"I'm okay, mom. Really."
I think mom doesn't believe it. She opened the door.
"Kellen?!" Shout mom. "What happened?"
"I'm dizzy, mom." I answered.
"Oh my god." Said mom. "Phil! Come here!"
In a few minutes, dad came. "Kellen?" Shout dad. "Are you okay?"
So annoying. Why they have to asked me the same question? I hate that.
Dad started to call ambulance. Yeah, I realize there's something wrong with me.
....
In the hospital.
Dr. Simon decided that I have to sleep in the hospital. It's a nightmare.
"Kellen will be okay, right?" I saw mom. She's really worried about me.
"I'm okay, mom. Everything will be alright." I said. Dr. Simon still silent.
"We'll analyzing him again." Said Dr. Simon. "It just for a few days, Kells. You need to sleep in here."
"I just want to sleep in home." I said.
"Just for a few days." Dr. Simon smiled.
"But I can do anything that I want, right?" I wish. "Please, doctor. You said that I can do everything that I want when I'm still alive."
Dr. Simon thinking. "Well, It's right, Kells." Said Dr. Simon. "But don't push yourself. You need a rest."
"I always have a rest time everyday."
Okay, maybe I'm too stubborn, but I really want to do everything that I want.
Now I have to spending my time in the hospital. I can't do anything. I can't editing my blog, I can't cook, and I can't play with friends.
I always think that maybe I have to do liver transplant. I can't take it. I don't want to suffer anymore. It's better if I die. I can only bothering people.
I saw mom read a book. "Mom?"
"Yes, sweetie?"
"I have a request."
"What is it?"
I whispered to mom. "I'm ready to do liver transplant."
After that, she became worried. "Are you sure, Kells?"
"I'm sure." I smiled. "Dr. Simon said that we must always sure if we want to do something."
"Lemme ask your dad and Dr. Simon."
"Please, mom. Let me do that."
Mom came out and talk with dad and Dr. Simon. I don't know what they're talking about.
God, please let me do that.
Dr. Simon, mom and dad came.
"Are you sure?" Asked Dr. Simon.
"Yes, I'm sure." I answered.
"Well, if it's Kellen's desicion, I'll support that." Said Dr. Simon. "I'll give you an advice. If you want your liver transplant success, better do it in Norway. I'll go with you."
"Really?"
"Yes." Dr. Simon smiled. "So, when you want to go?"
"As soon as possible."
"Okay, then." Said Dr. Simon. "Be right back."
I smiled to mom. She smiled at me. "Mom, I have a request."
"What is it?"
I smiled. "I want Jazzie to come with me."
Mom keep quiet.
"Mom, Are you not agree?"
Mom smiled. "Of course, Kells." She said. "But I don't think that Jazzie's parents allowed her to join with us."
"Just for one time, mom. She's the best friend I've ever had. Please."
"Okay, okay." Said mom. "I'll call her mother."
I smiled. I wish Jazzie is allowed to come with me.
I saw mom talking on the phone with Mrs. Megan, Jazzie's mother. Then, mom looked at me. She smiled.
"Mrs. Megan allowed Jazzie to come with us. Jazzie is so glad when I said that."
"Really?" I'm so thrilled.
"Yes." Mom smiled. She back on the phone. "Yes, Jazz? Oh, you wanna talk to him? Okay." She gave me the phone. "She want to talk with you."
I took the phone. "Hey, Jazz."
"Hey, Kells! What are you doing in there?"
"Just sleeping. I can't do anything."
"Lemme guess. Your doctor said that you have to stay in the hospital."
"Yeah, 100% Right."
"What happened to you until you have to stay?"
"I don't know. Maybe my disease may got worse."
"Oh my god!" Shout her. "How?"
"You'll know it." I said. "Thanks for grant my wish, Jazz. I'm so thrilled."
"The inportant thing is, you'll be saved from your liver disease. I always pray for you."
Believe it or not, It's so sweet. I want to cry.
"I'm touched, Jazz. Thank you so much."
"Anytime, Kells. Get Well soon. I'll see you!"
"See ya later!"
Jazzie, you're the best.
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